Hurting Inside

Sometimes I wish I wasn't here
But you already knew that.
Sometimes I wish to be dead,
But you already knew that too.

I wish I could make everyone happy,
And I try so hard to do so.
Life never seems to be easy
And I never seem to be happy.

Tears always seem to run down my face,
I always seem to fall asleep crying.
The pillow still damp in the morning
From the night before.

Crying and dying seem to be what I have,
That's all that I can think of today.
You used to be there when I cried,
And you used to actually cared.

I thought you were there,
But I guess it was never true.
You lied to me,
And made me think I could be happy.

You don't know how bad I'm hurting,
For I wish to be dead all the time now.
No one seems to understand me
And I can't do anything right anymore.

Just leave me alone,
Leave me to die,
One day you'll see
The hurt I had inside.