What Can Hurt More?

I wrote you a letter
But you didn't respond,
So I don't know if things will get better
But I hope they dont go more wrong.
Ive been waiting for days
But nothing has come up
Hopefully all this time pays
Buy I just really want to know whats up.
Maybe you dont really care for this friendship
But as you can tell, I do
This friendship is at its tip
But of course, that doesnt bother you.
As I said before,
This shit hurts deep
This pain is hardcore
Sometimes all I can do is weep.
I know youre heard this many times
But this is also something weve already been through
None of this is a lie
And you should know that too.
So if you want to break our bond once and for all,
Just let me know
Youve already smashed me to a wall,
So what can hurt more?