Crimson Tears

I put the blade in my hand
No one listens no one understands
I grip it tight
And wait for the night
I let the blade slice my skin
Never stopping just doing it over again
I let the tears fall
I feel my skin crawl
AS i watch crimson tears drip from my vein
Now nothing will ever be the same
I slice and slice
And never think twice
About all of my fears
All i can think about are the crimson tears
They collect into a puddle then into a sea
I can't believe all of that bled from me
I tightly grip the knife
And with one final slice i end my life