Too Hard For Me

Sometimes life,
Gets too tough.
People you love,
Get too rough.
So many pressures,
Have been put on me.
So many answers,
There just can't be.
Too many decisions,
I can't make.
Too many people,
I just can't take.
This life is too hard,
For a 14 year old girl.
Just one guy is hurting me bad,
My life is a big whirl.
The guy who broke my heart,
The guy who made me cry.
The guy who called me names,
I still love you, I can't lie.
And for the friend,
Who betrayed me,
You hurt me so bad,
Why can't you see?!?!
I wake up in the middle of the night,
Because of fearful dreams I have had.
Dreams of him and a new girl.
The feeling I get is so bad.
This is my life,
Too hard for me.
I hate it so much.
Can't you see?��
But some how I know,
There is a light at the end of the tunnel,
Then everything will be right.
No longer a muddle