Realizing What I Want

I realize what I desire now
Yet no matter how I try I'm disappointed
I so long for that love I desire
And I just cant prevail

Its so hard to keep quiet now
I've got this flow in my soul
It wont leave because I'm not quite now
So now I write about what I desire

The desiring of love in my heart
Wishing every second I could have it
Still I find myself in that wish phase
Always saying why cant I get out of here

How come I'm lost in these dreams
These dreams of desired love
It's to hard to leave
I might just have to scream

If that's how it is then
I guess that dream phase will be my hope
Till the day I can see my dream come true

*Coments please*