AT NIGHT I LAY AWAKE THINKIN BOUT OUR PAST AND WISHIN IT WOULD RELIVE IN THA PRESENT......I WISH I COULD REWIND TIME SO I COULD GO BACK TO THA GOOD OL DAYS WHEN WE BOTH WERE HAPPY........... SOMETIMES I JUST STOP AND WONDER \\\"WHAT IF I HAD YOUR CHILD\\\"WOULD YOU EVEN BE AROUND? OR WILL IT BE LIKE IT IS NOW? ..............AT TIMES I BELIEVE A SIMPLE SOUND OF UR VOICE WILL CHEER ME UP OR EVEN A GLANCE AT YOUR SMILE JUST SO I CAN DO THA SAME .............I WAS JUST STUPID FO BEILIEVING \\\"WE\\\" WOULD WORK....... OUT I DONT KNOW WHY I BELIEVED YOUR LIES OR LINES I ALREADY KNEW WHAT CHU WERE ABOUT................... I HAD JUST BECAME ATTACHED TO SUMTHIN I THOUGHT I COULD CHANGE BUT I WAS ALSO STUPID FOR BELIEVING THAT CUZ YOU STILL REMAINED THA SAME................ NOW ITS SO HARD TO GIVE AWAY MUH HEART AGAIN NOT KNOWIN HOW THINGS WILL TUN OUT IN THE END.............. OVA N OVA I TELL MYSELF UR THE ONLY 1 FOR ME BUT SOMETIMES YOU MAKE ME SO UNHAPPY ...............IF I COULD I WOULD UP JUMP N LEAVE........... EVEN THO YOUR NOT HERE ITS LIKE SOMETHIN IS HOLDIN ME BAC INSIDE WORDS STIVE TO COME OUT BUT ITS HARD TO SAY GOOD-BYE....................
