Glaring Dreams Forever

Why must you leave I think of you.
I don't know why i can't tell you why I'm in love with you so looking i see you come up to me.
You kiss me on my lips i fall into a daze as i jump from bed.
As it was nothing but a glaring dream. I dream I wish wouldn't end.
So as i lay up in my bed breathing hard my hands sweating as i can only think of you.
I look out my window to see you standing in front of my apartment.
I run down the stairs to see you but when i open the door your gone.
Why must you torture me.

As my life is changing because you left me.
But then you kiss me as i feel the warmth.
I suddenly wake up to only find out it is a glaring dream (blurry eyes).
Why must everything be a dream.
I can still remember that night what steam.
I must stay in this glaring dream.

This dream is playing with me.
As i walk outside today to start my car.
All i can see is me and you in my backseat that very first night we came out for each other.
I still remember when i look into my closet and i hide and i hide in it for years the darkness the loneliness the cold when i felt i couldn't take it no more and i was gonna kill myself i saw a light it was you who guided me to freedom.
But now why are you leaving me in the middle of the shooting range where everyone is picking me apart.
I gave you my love, all my care i even gave you my heart and you just threw it away with out a second thought.

As my life is changing because you left me.
But then you kiss me as i feel the warmth.
I suddenly wake up to only find out it is a glaring dream (blurry eyes).
Why must everything be a dream.
I can still remember that night what steam.
I must stay in this glaring dream.

As night comes back i sit in front of the window waiting to see you walk back up to the apartment.
But suddenly i see you drive by with a women.
I still remember when you told me you was gay.
So have you been lying to me all this time.
Did are relationship mean nothing to you.
Why must you keep breaking my heart.
But i will sleep forever now, me and you will be together forever.

As my life is changing because you left me.
But then you kiss me as i feel the warmth.
But this time i don't wake up.
Let's make a new hot steamy night you and me forever.

*this is dedicated to my deceased friend who was killed because of him being gay*