So Confused.....

by amber   Nov 14, 2006


So confused at the moment
I don't know what to believe
Suspicious of everything,
Should i stay or leave?

So confused right now,
What's happening to me,
I don't know what to say anmore,
I'm blind i cannot see

I'm so confused and twisted
I know i have been used,
But whether i should believe it
I don't know what to do

He tells me he loves me
But then i dont' know
Should i hang onto him
Or should i let him go

Normally i'm ok
And not so suspicious
But his friends get into my head
They're all so malicious

They play games to pit me
Against him for their gain
They play the devils advicate
Hoping us they'll change

But i will never change you see
My love is still right here
They might think they're breakin us up
But they have made it clear

But whether he will leave me
That's his choice to make
And i can\'t help but wonder
If lovin him is a mistake

I really love him and dont' wanna let him go
But i don't wanna get hurt
The more i sit here and think about it
The more it get's worse

I don't know if he lies to me
I feel so confused
Am i really being loved
Or am i being used?

Our relationship is strong sometimes
But we have our fights
And normally it takes it a minute
For it to be alright

Im not one to be angry
But i won't be walked over
Is he the one for me,
Or just one more other?

Please help me out
What am i to do,
I'm so alone
And so confused

by: me
this poem is partially true, i really feel confused at this point in my relationship, its 9 12 months for us, and i'm so confused and skeptical about everything, i don't know whether to believe him and stuff or just let it go, please help me out, any advice is welcome, please help me, before i do something i regret

thanks
~*~Amber~*~

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  • 18 years ago

    by Boogie

    Great poem! i loved it ! i love the way it flowed and the choice of words... and to be honest .. at this point im also lost in my relationship.. so i was kinda able to relate with ur poem..

    5/5 ! keep writting.. ure really talented!

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  • 18 years ago

    by Amberinaa

    Wow, you sound exactly like me!!
    I used to write like you when i started, and my name is amber.
    Anywho i was in a relationship and i ended up calling it quits at 9 months.
    It all depends what you don't no what you can believe him about, if it's a big problem talk to him about it and if you still can't trust him then let go, it's not the end of your life of course you'll never forget him but you will move and love and have plenty more boyfriends. But try and work it out first. I ended my relationship becuse i was told he was cheating on me by all his friends but he said other wise then he said he shoulda cheated on me and i was sad of course but you move on, and you will find other's don't be so certin he is the one, it can't last forever.
    Anywho..
    The poem is pretty good, you get your message and your feelings out, although your vocabulary could be a bit better and your rhymes are a bit amiture*sorry if i spelt it wrong...
    Anywho, keep writing darling!

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