Is This How Friends Say Goodbye?

Is this how friends say goodbye?
With a letter of regret, and a few tears?
You cant just leave, in my mind die.
This nightmare faces, all my worst fears.
Why didn't you say sorry?
You just made things worse.
This room is a scene so gory,
You're stuck in my mental hearse.

Thoughts in my brain
Life goes down the drain
I keep repeating your name
Ill never see you again.
You said goodbye,
I started to cry.
I don't know why,
I don't know why...
Where did we stray,
What did I say?
Don't leave this way,
Just give another day.

The only one who cared,
The only one who knew.
The only one who shared,
The one who know what you went through.
The guys who said they loved you,
The family members you lost.
The only one who loved you,
Someone who was never lost.
You said you don't need me,
But I need you.
You said that I should be free,
But you're freedom room.
So go on ahead,
Live your life alone.
Ill never be dead,
Ill just wait by the phone.