If giving up means letting go of you, then ill hold on forever. But there you go again lying to my face. Why are you so messed up inside? When your gone its hard for me to cry because Ive come undone. I keep telling myself that I don't hate you, I hate myself. That it was my fault. So here I am standing by myself. All alone and sad. The pain still in my heart. I cant make it go away. Maybe I can finally let you go. Me and you now seemed like a stupid dream. So ill surrender to this feeling, and maybe it will all go away.
