I see the world
But does it see me?
People walk right through me,
As if I am invisible.
I grab a knife,
Feel the cold blade across my naked stomach,
I push it on to my naked skin
Slice it across,
The blood Rises to the surface,
I close my eyes and breath in deeply,
I realize Iam alive
I'm not invisible,
But why can't anyone see me,
I do it again,
This time deeper,
More Blood,
Why doesn't it hurt?
Then I run the blade up my arms,
To cut the Veins,
Close my eyes again
Feeling the blood along my skin,
Hear the Music I have on
And then I open my eyes,
I'm not in my room,
No music,
This place is dark,
Silence,
Now Iam Invisible.