I don't believe there's anything for me here
I can't seem to open up and give up this fear
You asked if I thought that we had something special
I can't say that I even noticed your empty soul
How do I explain that you never made an impact?
How do I tell you exactly what you lacked?
You have opened my eyes to something unreal
But that doesn't mean that you are what I feel
I never dreamt that you would ask me to commit
Now what do I say in order to make the pieces fit?
Hurting you this badly is not what I intended
Don't you understand it's not you I defended?
But now it's time for me to give in to your hurt
It's the time for me to be careful what I blurt
Sorry cannot be enough for all that I have done
You want to be loved but it's you that I shun
I know you feel a connection you believe is deep
But I feel nothing---I'm numb---I'm just a creep