My friend and me wrote a kind of tribute to our friends who we lost
its not really a poem nor a song nor really anything
just a bunch of feeling trown out to try to keep our sanity
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How can crying be considered weak?
I dont cry
because i cant show
weakness
but how can it be
something that makes us
feel better
how can that be bad?
i have to be strong
as you say
but that's just a
clique line
there is nothing
to be strong about
i dont see why
if we have
lost friend after friend
we can't be upset
i cant be upset because
it would make it worse for you
and you cant because
it would make it worse for me
its not like us
to pretend
to be something were not
we always do what we want
show how we feel
we now wear a fake smile when we are dieing inside
what can we do
we miss you so much
and you too
one more on gone
that makes 3 who is next
we think we know
haven't heard from her in 3 months
she doesn't call
she used to every night
crying and upset
3 way phone calls for help