Pain

Tears
fears
i cry my heart out
caring
staring
yes i am different
crying
dying
i do have feelings

why do you care so much
i see you all stand and stare
when my coffin is being lowered
will you then begin to care

yes i am different from you
but only on the outside
my heart beats like yours
yet now my soul has died

the black and make up
it will eventually fade
and you will finally see
the decisions you that you made

what give you the right to judge me
i dont care about the way you look
you never even got to know me
you think you read me like a book

i have seen the ignorance within you
and lost my will to live
but your black heart cant save me
no matter how much you give

yes i am different from you
so when will you learn
that we are all the same
but in hell you will burn

the snow now falls around us
and my body is terribly cold
but you weep for me
but those tears have become old

i never judged you for being you
but what hurt me more
you are my mother
and all you did was close the door

i will always love you no matter what
oh dearest mother when will you see
that i ended my life for you
for i could never be me

sleeping
keeping
hell holds my soul
giving
living
my life wasnt meant to be
lying
dying
THIS IS THE END OF ME