Another cut across my harm,
that thing that people call self harm.
It's so hard to let it go,
it keeps coming back even though i say no.
Blood stained tears from wounds so deep,
i sit alone and silently weep.
I put on a smile that they all believe,
they can't see what is under my sleeves.
I'm dying inside but i say that I'm fine,
cos i can't ruin that pride of mine.
My heart was never whole,so it can't break,
this so called life is oh so fake.
Feels like everything i do goes wrong,
feels like I'm lost and i don't belong.
Feels like I've actually lost my heart,
feels like my world is falling apart.
There's so much hurt and so much pain,
part of me thinks I'm going insane.
I really wish that i would die,
i think it's time to say goodbye.
