Look what you have won

Tears falling to the floor,
I still keep coming back for more.

I'll take the chance that you have changed.
Even though I know nothing is rearranged.

I want to believe all of your lies.
I can't help that I get lost in your eyes.

You convince me that you are right.
And I hold on through one more painful night.

Your lies are beautiful and sound so good.
Thats why I do\'t turn away like I should.

But in my heart i know what is true.
I will never completely have you.

You'll tell me what I want to hear.
But all the time you'll never really be near.

You'll say the things that sound so sweet.
And I'll listen and let you sweep me right off my feet.

I'll fall into your little game.
Until the day I realize you leave me nothing to gain.

But yet again I'll come back for more.
What do you think I am, your little wh0re?

Thats how you treat me anyway.
Why can't I just convince myself to stay away?

I'm done with this torment. It ends here tonight.
I'm done with this game, I'm giving up my fight.

So congratulations, I'm letting you win.
I finally have had enough, I give in.

So heres your gold medal, I hope your impressed.
And now drops of blood fall to the floor and rest.

For I could not escape you on my own.
So I decided to become unknown.

I took this knife, and this small amount of hope.
I with it I wrote my final note.

I ended it all that night, I left everyone behind.
I couldn't handle it anymore, especially when you weren't mine.

So good night to you, You've won your game.
I hope this makes you feel better about yourself, and I hope you remember my name.

I hope it haunts everything that you do.
When you sleep I hope that it finds you.

I hope you never forget the sound of my voice.
And remember that you probably could have stopped this with just one choice.

You didn't have to be with me,
But you could have left me well alone
Instead of playing useless games, the ones that sent me to my final home.