I Think I Cut Too Deep

I broke a promise to my friend
a secret I'm scared to keep
and just because I lied to her
I think I cut too deep
the blood won't stop flowing
and neither will the tears
my worst nightmare is coming true
the greatest of my fears
my hands are going numb
and they're beginning to shake
I'm scared of what's happening
it's making my heart race
I have so many scars
covered up with shame
and now I have many more
my self control, I cannot tame
it's like a bad habit
that I cover up with lies
but everyone can see right through
they can see it in my eyes
so much pain in my heart
so many memories in my head
and with one final slice
I'm laying on the floor dead
I broke a promise to my friend
a secret I'm scared to keep
and just because I lied to her
I KNOW I cut too deep