You always tell me that you love me and that you can\'t live with out me but i\'m a single person in a world full of females that would do anything to spend one day with you. My feelings are \"never hurt\" I stay happy and I\'ll promise you that with my fingers crossed. I\'ll hide my feeling, where I don\'t know. Keep them locked up in my head, thoughts full of anger and hate. But i\'m not going to let them escape. I wish you knew what was hiding in my head but if I let just one thought escape then maybe the rest of them will and forever you will hate...but then again I\'m just one person what difference does it make? If there was one thing I could say to you it would only be three words \"I love you\" I could probably get out more like saying things suchs as \"I can\'t live without you and my life is bare when your not around. My heart is yearning for your love and that if you were to leave me that I don\'t know what I\'d do\" but why lie to myself when I know that althought i might not be able to live with out you I know that your life will go on without me. When things get ruff I want to run back to you and cry in your arms while you comfort me, but after that night I would be scared to ask, be scared to go near you when I look my worst. Afraid of what you\'ll think when you see me. Thinking I\'m desprate and that I need you when I really do but the thing is I don\'t want to admit it. I don\'t talk to you as often as I used to and it hurts but then again I\'m just one person what difference does it make? The thoughts change in my mind every second going back and forth between memories good and bad. Try to forget you and everything about you but every time I hear your name I just want to cry and run back to your arm. You may not know, I want you to know but I\'m scared of what will happen once you read this.....
