Heavily Broken

Lying here in my tears
I wonder if I'll make it through
I'm suffering from so much pain
And I don't know what to do

I use to be happy and cheerful
Lighthearted and plainly free
Use to believe in something called "love"
I use to be...well...me

Now there is a burning in my heart
And a desire to slit my skin
I'm so confused, what is this?
It's not how it's always been

I keep on all these lies
Telling everyone that I'm okay
And even created a mask
I must bear with everyday

Some days I nearly break down
From both sadness and hate
And every night I think and cry
God, I hope it's not to late...

I have but a little hope left
And a little strength to help me mend
I hope that I can keep on fighting
Before I give in to an early end