So how do i finally wake
When I'm living in a nightmare...
How much more can I take,
Since no one seems to care?
My hands are in my pocket,
I'm alone on this cold, dark street...
The silence is deadly
And the only view i have is of my feet...
How the hell did I end up like this?
Why do i feel this way?
My friends love me to death,
But that can't make me OK...
No family is there with me,
People have left me in the dark,
They came into this life of mine,
Destroyed me, and left a mark...
I don't want to talk right now,
I don't want to cry...
I can't be myself anymore,
After i try and try...
The fall breeze brings in memories
From my past that makes me constantly think...
What if i never took that first drug,
Or took a sip of that first drink?
Sometimes i think about my passed friends,
And the one who's still my true love,
though i can't see them now,
I know they're watching me from up above...
Life is so challenging,
Nothing happens for a reason...
You just have to re-wake everyday
And play out the season...
