Emotions running wild. My love becomes a heartbreak. The one I long for every second suddenly becomes my enemy. His words sting ,his actions burn, his lies hurt. My eyes are full of tears. They feel heavy, but what can I do? Is there any remedy for a broken heart? Time can only heal these freshly cut wounds. Can I ever love again? Will my heart still be broken when that love comes knocking at my door? Will I be able to say "NO" when he comes crawling back? My heart feels torn in half. I held him when he was weak, I helped him up when he was down, I was his eyes when he couldn't see, I was his legs when he couldn't walk and now in just one second he's gone out of my life forever. His actions made him disappear like magic, its as if he's some sort of good magician with terrible tricks. Who deserves this? Is this karma? Is this what I get for getting myself so deep in his love? I never asked for this feeling, all I wanted was his love, truth, loyalty and I got none. Now im stuck here weeping, crying my eyes out. I spilled my heart to him and he took advantage, he took my heart and burned it at the stake. How can this be real? How did I let myself get so into it? How could I let him get the best of me? These tears I cry this pain I feel has only one name.... The forever heartbreak.
