Confused

Its always been so easy
things just fell into place
these feelings now decieve me
ive become such a disgrace
the person ive always hated
is the person i am today
and that feeling i am feeling
just wont go away
i dont know why
i keep staying at your side
i dont know why
i cant let you go
i feel myself breaking
and i must let you know
eventually i\'ll realize
you cant keep me this way
so baby i am sorry
just listen when i say
if you dont want what i want
please dont waste my time
because being happy is a feeling i want mine