When will i move from hell to heaven?

I've lived in hell
from my birth until now
creating me was a mistake
my youth was spent searching for an exit from here
although i never found it still i kept on searching
i grew up faster than the speed of light
I've matured before all others
I've seen the world where the people are all dead inside
I've spoken the truth this really is hell!
where everyone fights each other even brothers!
where where the fires of hell grows higher with every blood that is spilled
how did i manage to escape at last?
how did i manage to hold on to sanity for so long?
i always thank God for rescuing me
but alas my torment isn't done
cause I've been pulled back into hell again
the devils never left me but stroked me when i wasn't looking
they stabbed me in the back although they're all far away from me
they made me leave they made me hate them
but my heart isn't evil or cruel so i only pitted them
how can i ever escape?
how can i ever be free?
when will all my problems just fly away and disappear?
i know that my time in heaven is near
but it will reach me at last when my prince finally arrives
cause I'm a damsel in distress and I've been waiting for my knight in shining armor
the one who holds the key to my heart and the means of my escape
the key which he will use to open my heart and set me free!
like a trapped bird in a cage which was his prison for so long
so come to me my one and only lover!
and take me to heaven where we can begin our lives together in paradise
without having to worry about the dangers of the devil
cause hell has no match for our love and happiness
that will stay lasting forever with us for all to see and admire
so come to me and set me free with your love for me!
cause i have suffered enough in the hands of this world!