Because of me i lost him

Waiting for death living to fail

i sit in this purgatory waiting for hell

the darkness the blood sickness and pain

alone in this place where no one is sane

too far gone to save my soul

now I'm stuck and falling in a dark hole

my body is limp my mind is lost

for all my unforgivin sins this is the cost

Ive been abused and beaten to the ground

my body was all that they found

my man is gone he left me and disappeared far away

i waited for his return night and day

i knew i had a rare guy

but i pushed him away ready to defy

i rebelled and hurt his heart so deep

he gave up on me and one night and killed me in my sleep