My innoscence was taken involuntarily

You took away my innocence you take everything pure away

you burning eyes haunts me by night leaving me tortured by day

I\'m in pain in every way you can think of

Ive never felt this word that they call love

i always scream questions that lay unanswered

like why did this happen and how come no one cared

i hate you so much i hope you die slowly and rot

it was so long ago you cannot be caught

i hope you suffer 10 times more than i

i hope you get put through true misery until the day you die

you followed me with your eyes burning fire

then you involuntarily proved your sickening desire

you thought ide forget i was only 5

whatever dude not as long as I\'m alive

one night you had been drinking

in this darkness Kira and me were sinking

we wanted to get away i wanted to tell..Kira said no

so Ive held all these mixed emotions inside i never let them show

i feel so much shame

i feel like iam to blame

i could\'ve saved her from what he did

but i was too scared he hurt me and so i hid

we were nothing but a sport

ide give anything to see him go to court

he made me feel like i was dying

in my head i was screaming and crying

leave me alone let me be

why are you touching me?

stay away your making me hurt

after-wards he helps me put on my skirt

my insides are on fire they are burning so bad

i go cry on my bed wanting a mom and dad

i live with this heavy burden for the rest of my life knowing he got away

its so hard to look at boyfriend knowing he dont know what happened and how i suffer everyday

i will never speak of this to him i dont want him to feel my shame

i dont want him to know because he might not feel the same...

i dont want him to see the tears Ive shed

and how my heart has shattered and bled