Im sitting here next to you in your bed
your peacefully sleeping
as on your pillow, lays your head.
so adorably your rapped up in a ball
i can hear your cute snoring
each pure sounds so small
i am sitting up, as you are layed down
watching you sleep, you think id have a smile
but i sit here with frown.
i have tears in my eyes
and rolling down my cheek
but once you awake, ill put back on my happy disguise.
i hope you dont hear my cries
or feel my wet tears upon your hand
i am always telling you im happy with where i am
so i guess i am just full of lies
i want you to no understand
but i doubt you can
if i were truly in love with you
should i be here in tears?
i was once in love, and this isnt what i used to do
this silence is making me realize i have too many fears
i love you...dont i?
please baby awake up, and ask me why i cry
you no i cant come to you
i am just too shy
help me give you a clue!
i hate that i am so sad,
as you just lay there in sleep
i hate that i am so depressed
and you arnt awake to hear me weep
o no! your eyes are starting to open
run to the bathroom to hide my cries
the tissue will wipe away my sad truth
...and that is..
i dont think i truly love you
