Cruel Love

Don't you see me standing here?
I am right in front of you
Putting myself at your feet
Yet you ignore me,
You walk all over my broken soul,
It kills me inside when you touch her,
I can feel myself
Dying a little each time
You even look at her,
I cry at night because deep down
I Love You,
I won't admit it
Not to anyone
Yet it is true
You don't understand
Becasue I am good at hiding it,
You can't see the hurt inside
Of which you are the cause
You don't see it,
No one does,
My face is strong,
My feeling are bottled up inside me,
Only to be realeased when I am alone
The hurt is evident, yet invisible to those
Who don't know where to look,
They only look skin deep,
If only they would look
Just below the surface,
They would see a different person and
Secretly, I wish someone would see
The hurt you cause me when you touch her.
I am slowly dieing,
You are slowly killing me,
Crushing my already fragile soul,
Yet I see you and can't help but smile,
For I am always dreaming
That you will see the light one day
That you will run to me and just love me,
Be with me forever and
Forget her name,
Forget her face...
I keep telling myself that it is you who are blind,
That it is you who can't see,
It is your fault,
How can it be your fault,
You don't know,
You've never known,
If you don't know
Then it can't be your fault,
There is no one to blame but Myself for this tradegy,
I am slowly killing myself,
By blaming you
By watching you,
I called you dumb and blind,
Maybe that is only me...