Emergency!

Thinking about it again!
Help!!! Hurry I�m on the edge..
About to break..
And this time I can�t pretend I can�t fake..
Look what�s happening, right before our eyes!
Everything I tried to prevent, everything I despise�
Quick! Its taking control of me..
Can�t you see..
I need help! Get me out..
Please I�m losing it all, taking over ..self doubt!
Blood spilling everywhere..
Make it stop if you care�
Now realizing I have no one here..
No one to help me, and more scars appear
Its too late..
My bodies� reaching its fate�
Trying to break free!
I no longer have control of me..
I fall to the floor..
I hear footsteps approaching to the door..
I have to get up, don�t let them see..
All I see is black.. And I hear a zipper closing over me�
Slowly fading, and soon no one will remember me the girl who died of a broken heart..
Who lost her best friend and had soon fallen apart..
So now I�m here in a wooden box, six feet under..
I can hear soft footsteps and the roll of thunder..
And I�m alone , as I realized, I always was.. I never let anyone in, no one knew the dark secrets I behold..
Now because of that I�m here.. Down under feeling empty and cold..
No one was ever by my side..
Because I spent my whole life searching for places to hide..
So no one will ever know the true tings I hold inside..
And for that, I became a lovely suicide..&&