Metal doors do not prison make¦
Nor iron bars in a cage..
Its him that I can never escape
I blame myself for falling into this mistake
Ive finally found whats real
And only if he would stop.. I would find a way to heal..
Im the weak one..
I let him do this,
Every night he does it, every night he has his fun¦
And every night I scream, I kick, I fight , I try to run¦
But he always finds me and does more
He treats me like a mat youd find on the floor
Hes physically too strong and I�m mentally too weak..
And no matter what.. My lips are sealed.. I can not speak..
But I could never tell anyone, I wouldnt dare..
Because I knew no one would ever care..
So I am left here to defend myself naked and bare..
I know he'll never stop and now Im scared..
All those years of tragedy I thought I was okay.. Maybe my life was spared..
And now I wonder which was worse..
All my life I've been perched on rooftops , balanced on tree branches, cramped under beds, smashed in closets I've been hiding
And now my life is sliding..
Now its time to go¦
But as for what happened to me.I guess youll never know¦