Everything's Not Alright

Everything's not alright
Everything's not alright
It keeps on spinning in my head
It's the pain of shock I've never bled

I've been grieving for too long
My nightmares keep coming back
I fall asleep looking through pictures, but
I keep forgetting to turn off the light

It's painful to open my eyes
I can't see
I can't be the way I used to be
I can't love like I did before