Feeling like tommrow may never come and wanting what one shouldn\'t want.
Telling people the opposite of what my friends are going around saying, feeling dumb when they knew and i just couldn\'t.
Feeling like every song I claimed for us was ours, like ladybugs singing, or the wind pulling the leaves we took advantage of feeling, what we knew was not ours but yet for us to feel.
Something new and going home to a wife and kids well stuck with no point of living, because I was just the girl you kissed and gave hickeys too, now in my head thier is no point in living for tommrow.
Spitting at the thoughts of me and you again, not one call or something to let me know its offically over.
Feeling like what we had was gone forever, like repeating would be a sin because I wanted to keep you for mine and not hers.
Feeling like........