Whats happening... i always said never..
the arguments started again..
i cant take this pain no more..
the screaming at each other because we wont listen to what each other has to say!
all I'm trying to say is he will hurt you again.. the tears roll into my eyes and my heart is hurting..
as you say "get out and our friendship is over... just get out your just jealous now leave."
i can feel my bottom lip tremble as i turn and walk out..
before i walked out i looked back at you..
you were crying but you still turned your back as i left..
i drove off..
music so loud..
my music so loud i couldn't hear myself think..
i pulled up outside a house after driving for ages..
i slowly walked up to the door trying to straighten myself out! an pull myself together!
knocked once then twice..
grabbing hold of my mobile tightly..
my hand sweating..
there he stood as he opened the door..
he said "whats wrong? what happened?"
the tears started again as he just grabbed hold of me and held me..
held me till i stopped crying..
we sat down and talked it all over..
listening to every word i said..
while i was looking into his eyes!
Hes my best friend!
as i walked out the door he pulled my arm back and said "i hate seeing you upset...wait!"
i slowly started to look at him..
what am i thinking.. before i knew it there were his lips..
both our lips touching!
he pulled me closer...
the tears rolled down my cheeks as he wiped them away! he said "you know this is the first time you've cried in front of me!" with a smile he hugged me again as we walked back inside!
we stayed up talking till late..
until we fell asleep!
what am i thinking??
whats happening???i always said this would never happen!
have i just lost one friend two?
OK if you lot could just comment on this poem would be really great!! as this was a dream i had and Ive always denied i like my best mate and just recently I'm wanting to see him etc... and i don't know any more!... so if you could just take time to comment that would be great thank you!
