My Story

I gave my heart to a boy
and i actually trusted him truly
ich die liebe du
German for: you guessed it, "i love you"

he said it fast
i felt it back
i said it five days later
i trusted him with the most fragile piece of me
and i wasn't afraid...

got too attached
he then left for collage
my heart halfway broke
knowing for sure things wont be the same
he started drinking
and i got worried
i didn't want him to get lost in that world
and then it all came crashing down

he came back home for a day or two
and my heart swelled at it's happiness
i ran to him and threw my longing arms around him
but the hug wasn't returned

ignoring me the whole day
i was fed up
i cried and cried knowing that this may be it
but half knowing it's just a little fight
how wrong
how wrong

hatred in his voice
we talked and talked
we finally said our final goodbye
i held back my tears until i knew he was gone
and then i fell to the bottom of sorrow
taking the pills
swallowing down
fall to the ground
because of this boy