I have a smile upon my face acting like everything is okay
Laugh like I have to just to fight my tears
As I walk away and alone with my head down in disgrace
I feel like a failure a stupid person. Someone who wont be able to go to college
Im dyslexic so everything is harder for me
Im sorry Im not perfect
Im sorry that Im not as good in school as others
Im sorry that Im lazy
Im sorry that Im not good enough for what you want me to be
Im sorry Im just me
I dont want to be in community college and then go to a university
I hate the fact that I have a learning disability
It really sucks being me
Everything is not processed in your head right away
Everything seems to come in your head slow
Every time I type and read I get frustrated because I mistake words for other words and switch around letters
I hate the fact that Im dyslexic and cant seem to succeed
Now Ill try and smile as nothing is wrong when you look at me.
