Razorblade never let me go

Please dont leave me
never let me go
just love me forever dont let me feel low

ill care for you if you stay
i want to show you i love you in every way

you saved me when he was controlling my life
he had no control over my knife

slice-bleed-all with a dull blade
you showered me with love as
i was continuing to fade

all this artwork on my legs and wrist
blood keeps pouring over my clenched fist

i just want to know if i still exist...if i feel
i see the blood...is it dont look real

trying to stop but my heart screams no
so i cry back never let me go

tears of blood pouring down my cheeks
iam silent but my heart alone speaks...

it dont lie or make me hurt
it dont shove me around or make me feel like dirt

now its an addiction hidden by day awakened desire at night
i cant do this anymore its not right

but I\\\'m trapped in pain that will never let me go
2 years later people still dont know

a razor blade is sharp and fast
but if i use the knife it cuts deeper and the reality will last

this addiction will never let me go
but its something hidden I\\\'ll never show

I\\\'m the girl you make fun of
filling me with pain...no love

I\\\'m the woman hiding behind cloudy hazel eyes
but you all continue to torture me until you see bleeding tears and hear my mournful cries

goodbye to life and all the cruel people who make my life hell
when i die you wont fill bad it will be OH WELL!!