Dreams and Reality

In my life there has been many obstacles. Everyday of my life I've felt that I'll never make it. I feel like giving up, sometimes I'll cry and ask God why, why am I here and what have I done to deserve all of this pain. He still hasn't answered me. If he's really there and loves us so much, why doesn't he stop all of the hatred and heal all of our pain. I have no hopes, just dreams. I dream of happiness. I dream of being successful. I dream of being surrounded with people who actually care about me. I dream of finding true love and young sweet love and grow old with my love. I dream of feeling no pain. I dream the same dreams as anyone else. Sometimes it feels like nothing is real anymore, like we're all living a dream. Like Tupac once said, "Dreams are for real reality is wrong." I want something real for once. I want someone to hold on to, to help me carry on, always be there to lean on, someone who will listen to anything I have to say, even when I don't make sense. Someone who appreciates all of me, tells me how beautiful I am, each and everyday. That's all I'd really need, is someone to love me.