The Reasons(You Left)

I'm living in a horror film
in a mental jail
I'm taking tests of emotions
hoping i wont fail

if confidence gives me strength
then mentally i am weak
my feelings are making me crazy
at the point where i cant speak

but i don't quite understand
i hate you and there are reasons
and i still wanted to stay with you
theres no way i would be leaving

you would constantly put me down
and tell me things that weren't true
out of everybody i thought one
person would respect me--you

well now I'm emotionally stressed
and nothing is going my way
but i know everything will be alright
I'll just wait another day

i thought you would stay with me
through everything no matter what
but of course i was wrong
you were lying to me about your love

you make it where i don't believe in myself
you make it where i want death
you make it sound like its my fault
and that is why you left