It has been long time dead between us,
Vultures are hovering over my head.
Knowing I am about to die, by your hand.
The words you bring to me, killing me softly.
I see in your eyes. You do not love me, no more!
While you were away, in my heart I was hoping
For you to come back swoop me of my feet;
Instead, you brushed passed, as if I never existed.
Now I am dying inside to feel passion of love
From a lover that cares for me. (Looks at him with sad eyes)
You have only seen me lately as a toy,
You just come across to me for a fu ck and not love,
Nothing but a machine with your cold steal,
Pressing against my body, killing me softly
With every stroke in to me, I bleed within my heart.
Tears that flow on to my pillow knowing this,
You do not love me no more, as you love another!
To never know, you paid for s e x in foreign land,
I must trust you that I am the only one. (Sighs)
Despite being told, it is none of my business,
I will make it my business! If I am being cheated upon?
Cold winds of winter now surround my soul,
Suspended in time, my heart beats into the ground
Causing earthquakes from England to USA,
As I am shivering on what is going to happen,
Is he going to hit me for the question, I am about to ask?
As she calls out to her lover from upstairs, down to him brings thunderclouds from the outside into the house.
As he thunders up the stairs in a bull raging mood,
Disturbing his peace in front of the TV watching the football.
What is it? he shouts I got something to ask you. She replies
Both stare into each other eyes, as if a showdown in the Wild West.
Who is going to shoot out a question first?
Are you cheating on me? She asks
No I am...Why do you ask that? he looks away as if to hide something
Look at me...I need to know that you love me still to be your girlfriend!
"I do love you, What has brought this on?" "Is it No?" She asks (Pauses for 2 seconds seems eternity) "You know, what?!" He looks bemused and wonders what going inside my soul,
Then with in a flash we speak again giving into common ground,
Night air is fresh again as if spring has arrived in winter,
Warm nights are back, for role playing in our bare skins under midnight sky.
Moonlight shines down on the theatre of lovers acting out they love,
Inter twined with each other soul beating as one, finishing each other words.
Flame of love rekindled with chaos and into the void of the night,
Curtain closes on our couple as the arguments will return,
Who knows thy fate to thee to divide or bond at the bosom?
Only the players in this play will ever know.