I'm sorry.

On my bed laying here,
So lonely, so remorseful,
I only think of you and how i wish you were near;

Near so i can say sorry,
Near because I need to say it to your face.

Though you pretended to be something you're not,
I can't help but think it's my fault,
my fault that my heart is about to rot.

I promised affection,
but you pushed me away slowly.
I promised devotion,
but still you thought of me so lowly.

It's my fault for trying so hard,
My fault for caring that damn much,
My fault I'm scarred,
My fault that again I'll never feel your touch.

So this I say to you:
You had it all,
A girl who can say she truly loved you,
A girl who never saw you as small;

But big because she thought you felt the same,
Big because she thought you weren't so afraid.

So I'm sorry.
Sorry I pushed you away.
Sorry I cared so much.
But most of all, I'm sorry I made you feel so special.