I try to forget what you've done,
And the fact that the other guy won.
I try to forget you and go to sleep,
but my thoughts haunt me in my dreams.
I got to bed realizing that its ok,
but wake a new,
and realize what happened each day.
I run, i swim, i try so hard,
but nothing i do seems to work.
I sing, i write, i play guitar,
but nothing helps me get over you.
I live each day and try my hardest,
while you hardly seemed bothered,
and remain the calmest,
the best i can say is that I'm hardly living now,
and try just to survive each day.
I don't want to go on,
and i can't get help.
There is nothing that ends my pain,
with the holidays coming and people planning, you keep running through my brain.
There is no more i must let you go,
and end this pain once, and for all.
I live no more, and yet i do,
its just one of those things you can't undo.
