I do not know my last good dream
All I have are nightmares
I have had them so long I no longer scream
They have not lost their ability to cause my scares
I have just lost the ability to show
What I feel the screams are inside
So long buried that you can not see them now
But a few can break into the outside
They make my eyes tear
And my soul tare
But the discomfort
Is now my only comfort
It is the only thing I feel
And it shows that Im real
The pain is sobering
And leaves my soul sobbing
I now fear the nights dream
It is created by the void
To make me scream
And to make me emotionally devoid
I no longer can sleep
I lay in bed awake
Never able to sleep deep
All I can do is fake
The few hours of sleep
That I need to take
