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by Sheree Speaks Nov 18, 2006 category : Friendship, family / broken friendship
I just don't understand. We used to be friends. Untril recently you've been saying things. I can hear you fine when you hurt my feelings. Is it because you're not on my immediate top 8? Why do you say these things of such hate? I know you'd love it if I was humiliated. Perhaps it\'s the people whom you\'ve affiliated. We havn\'t talked in a long time. When you\'re around, I feel weird-not fine. I let you have gum, I give you drinks. Even though you talk about me behind my back, and how bad your breath stinks. I believe that life should be a journey. You like it miserable and mourny. You talk bad about my siblings. Am I supposed to like your many things? You call me werid and immature. I considered you my friend...and now I\'m not sure. There\'s time where you make me wanna cry. Is that what you want? Was friendship a lie? You say how dumb it is to be in band. Let\'s see how long you last, how long YOU can take it like a man. I hear that somone\'s talking smack. Let\'s check the list and then check back. You laugh when I\'m serious. You know that makes me feel? Furious. I know you don\'t like my laughs and smiles. I guess you hate brightness when I bring it around a while. You make me miserable when I\'m at play. You\'re not the only one who makes me feel this way. Don\'t think I can\'t see your face when you give me dirty looks. How am I supposed to get back what you took? You think I\'m werid and I don\'t belong. Because of my age, you think i\'m wrong. Do you think I\'m dumb? Because I\'m not. I know you\'re jealous because what you\'ll never have, I\'ve got. I have my best friends, one\'s that have been forever. But I think you\'re unpredictable like the wheather. I demand respect even if it\'s hard to get. If you want me to leave, I won\'t until you accept me yet. And if you do, I was wrong. But it\'s been like this for so long.