I forgot

I forgot to say I love you
back when it was true.
and because I forgot to say it
I don't think you ever knew

I forgot to forget you
a thousand times before
or it could've been a million...
I don't remember anymore

I forgot to wipe away my tears
so that you wouldn't see
the pain that I was in
or how pathetic I could be

I forgot to say goodbye
when I had to go
but I don't think you ever cared
so I didn't matter though

I forgot a lot of things
even forgot what matters too.
the only thing I remember, was that...
I really did love you