Where do I start
There so many thoughts
&& feelings running
Threw my head
&& I have know clue
Were to look for
Answers or explanations
I just want to feel
This happiness
I see && hear all
My friends talk about
There was once when I had it
Then the day he walked
Out that door I lost
My everything my world
&& now finally I think
I'm getting it back
But theres times it
Doesn't even feel real
I really don't know
What to make of all of this
I'm so lost
I don't even know were to start
I just want this all to work out
I just want to not feel
This pain
I feel inside
I wish there was away out...