Last breath

Tears keep falling,

mom keeps cursing,

as i turn the music up loud.

I hear things crashing,

and wish time was passing,

for i wish i had not been found.

I sink the razor in my veins,

as I take a deep breath of relief.

Maybe you'll love me now,

now that I'm gone.

Maybe you'll care now,

now you have no one to hit on.

You push me down,

as i fell to the ground,

I thought of good times.

before you did the drugs.

before you didn't care.

as i lay here,

I sink the razor in to my veins.

and drown in my own blood.

the thoughts keep repeating in my head.

as i take my last breath of relief.