Over with

Here I go again.
saying the things that I never meant to say.
No matter what it's clear I'll never win.
And that all of this will never be okay.

I try to write a note.
But I end up erasing more then I write.
I know now, that all I can do it hope.
How could we loosen what was so tight?

I gave up everything I had.
Its done, over with, your gone.
I can't help but feeling bad.
How could I make a mistake that turned out this wrong?