Promise To Love You Forever

It's been two years now
Since you've left my side...
I've cried more tears than I allow,
It feels like a part of me has died...

I tried to love again,
I decided to let a person or two in...
Every try though came to an end,
They actually almost got under my skin...

I straightened my life out a bit,
It went downhill after you died...
Even though i want to, I won't quit,
I'll live my life out in stride...

I can still feel your presence,
I can still here your voice...
I keep seeing all this resemblance,
& I wish you never made the choice...

I still love you though,
I still care more than words can explain!
I hate the fact that you had to go,
And I'll live with everlasting pain...

You are the one for me,
Nobody can ever be you!
Everybody says we made each other so happy,
Your family says so too.

I look at these couples around,
Some are happy with each other...
I just look at the ground,
Remembering your voice saying "I love her"

It's so hard to deal with this,
When I couldn't say good-bye!
Without a last kiss,
Or the answer to why...

The flowers are for you Hun,
I miss us being together...
This cemetery thing isn't at all fun...
But i promise to love you forever!

*R.I.P. Matthew - Every one says we were made for each other; i believe so. Alls I'm good for is falling into horrible relationships and nobody compares to you. I miss you SO much. I love you more than words can say. "I'm Already There" still makes me love you even more*