Cutting Is My One True Fate

** CONTEST WRITE!!!!!!! **

I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
For I don't want to ever see tomorrow
By staying in love with the saddness I know
Then there are things I won't ever have to show

The scars on my ankles and my wrists
Are from one blade's deadly kiss
He cuts down so deep, the pain, it sharpens
The rock-front I put up slowly hardens

The blood flow freely, the release of pain
Cutting helps me feel real again
I don;t know how, and I don't know why
I can't just sit down and cry

So after all these horrible years
There has never been any tears
And though I try and though I wait
I guess Cutting Is My One True Fate

** NOT A TRUE STORY**