Look up to u

Why did u hang out with the wrong people?

why where u in the wrong place at the wrong time?

these are the questions i write with my pen

no one knows the pain within

tears choke me everynight
the result is always a fight
or another friendship ended
a heart that can never be mended

i have no one to look up to
well i really look up to u
but thats nuthin new
everyone looks up to u

but i never get to tell you anything
without seconds later,u have to go
i guess i just thought
u really should know