My deadbeat parents

He left about 2 years ago,
he could\'ve stayed,
but chose to go,
i waste my tears,
crying for him.
i\'ve learned to live without a dad,
all i have is a father,
he used to be my happiness,
but now he\'s just a bother.
he knows i loved him,
i guess he just doesn\'t care.
my poor-excuse for a mother,
tells me things about him,
things i don\'t want to hear.
even though she\'s by my side,
she\'s just as bad as him.
there\'s so much hate for both of them,
so much resentment,
so much pain,
i live here in this house of hell,
evil spirits give me chills,
hate and pain go through my veins,
murder thoughts surround me.
hate, anger, pain, resentment, killing, rage, is all that\'s in my head,
she made love to a 16 years old,
her son is his age,
he still comes by every day,
he\'s in her shower as i write this,
he tore my family apart,
and she welcomed him into our home.
one day i\'m going to kill her,
maybe then everything will be okay,
maybe my dad will come back,
maybe he\'ll love me again,
i won\'t know til she\'s dead...